Pyaar Main Tere Chapter 10

CHAPTER 10

6 o clock in the morning

shahmeer entered the house,
he was wearing a black tracksuit
sweating heavily, messed hair, glowing skin, and a usual frown
he was looking cute

sure he was back from his usual morning routine
he started climbing stairs but suddenly, he stopped

it looked as if something was different...
something changed..
he thought


"but what?"

he made a confused thoughtful face..
but then brushed that off his mind, shrugged his shoulders and went upstairs to his room.

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Shahmeer's bedroom

he took shower and got changed into his formal office dress, elegant black 3 piece suit.. 

he stood in front of the mirror and started doing his hair when all of the sudden, something caught his attention..
yes..
the computer table..
and all the scenario of last night replayed in his mind..
his face became expressionless and firm..
he went to the computer table..
He was looking so strange..
mysterious...
he touched the keyboard..
and all of a sudden, two tear-filled eyes came in front of his eyes..
shocked, he unconsciously stepped back..


"huh, Whatever, "
he ignored this, took his laptop bag and left the room..

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Dining Room

shahmeer entered the dining room..
but again,
something was different... 

he stopped and looked at the whole room thoroughly
saba was arranging the breakfast stuff on the dining table.. and Raheem baba helping her..
everything was at its usual place..
then why he was feeling that something is changed..
whats changed?
thinking, he sat on his chair.. and took the newspaper,

"silence.. yes.. today there is unusual silence... "
but why?"

he looked up and the thing which caught his attention was..
an empty chair..
his eyes widened a bit..
what that was important was not the chair.. but to whom that chair belonged..
yes.. Ayesha.. 

'why her chair is empty?" 

he thought a bit worried

"so this is the reason that there is unusual silence in the house…"

the way she used to stop talking whenever he entered the dining room daily, and then making strange faces with wide eyes, and whispering in saba's ears while still looking at him and noticing his expressions ..
her cute way of getting afraid of him.. whenever she had done something stupid...
he smiled thinking about her.. unaware of where he was and that saba was noticing him.. 

"bhai?? "

"amm yesss?? "

he suddenly came back to his senses..


"your breakfast"
saba gave him his plate..

"Am I missing her?"
he thought again..


"but why? " 

he felt strange feelings in his heart..


"Where the hell she is?? "
now he was getting agitated..

"bhai??"
saba who was keenly noticing his expressions called him..


"Ye..Yes??"


"why aren't you having your breakfast??"
saba narrowed her eyes..

"Aa… woo.. I wanted to ask where is Ayesha?"
is everything alright? "
now he was unable to cope with the anxiety.. so he asked about her..


"ohh ayesha,,, wo to chali gai bhai…. "


"what?" 

he got up from the chair shocked..

it looked that the roof of the house has fallen on his head..


"chali gai?? kahan?? kab?? "

"g.. aj suba 5 bje ki flight se wapis chali gai.. but I dont know y she left so suddenly because her vacation is not over yet.. last night when I sent her to your room, she was saying that she wanted to stay some more days here.. but I dont know what happened that she left so early"

saba told him details with a serious yet confused look..


"what? you sent her to my room? "
another shock for shahmeer..


"Yes"

"but why?"

"because my computer wasn't working, and she had to complete an important assignment, and that was really urgent.. you were not in the town so I suggested her to use your computer.. she wasn't willing but I told her to do so.. but why are you asking all this?? "

it looked as if someone shattered shahmeer into pieces...
the scenario of last night was playing in his mind..
his hurting words.. 

her shocked looks, 

her innocent tries of giving him an explanation, 

he didn't listen to her..
her teary eyes..
someone just stabbed his heart..
the whole world turned upside down..
in a trance, he quickly left the dining room really fast.. 

and saba kept standing there surprised,..

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he took the car keys and went out …
he spent all the day wandering, without any purpose.
he was unable to understand himself.. his heart.. his feelings..
without her, everything seemed colorless,
unattractive,
it was about 11 o clock at night when he entered the house shattered..
and the silence welcomed him..
he lazily went upstairs..
and entered his room..
everything looked so strange...
someone had taken away his peace.. 

walking slowly, he approached the computer table ..
same chair, on which, she was half lying, sleeping soundly ...
he touched the chair....
he felt a wave of pain in his heart..
he sat on the chair...
he was badly missing her..

suddenly, something touched his feet..
he bent and noticed a pink clutch lying over there on the floor. .
he picked that up..
it was a cute pink clutch with a golden work.
there was a white puffball hanging by the side of the clutch...
he touched that and smiled..
sure that clutch belongs to her..


"her choice is just like her.. cute and innocent"
he whispered to himself...

he opened the clutch..
and the first thing that caught his attention was her picture..
he took it out and looked at it..
the pain was increasing… 

a lone tear left his eyes and fell on the picture...

"i love you"

he murmured...
now everything was clear..
there was no doubt..
He can't hold his feelings back now..

"I love you ayesha.. you won... I love you.. you conquered me.. you conquered Shahmeer Ahmad Khan.. you are the first and the last one.. I have hurt you.. im your culprit... I never gave you happiness,  always gave you tears.. I'm bad.. I have hurt you so much that I'm sure you will never want to even see my face.. but I promise. I will not hurt you again.. I will not show you my face even... I will hide my love in my heart forever... I don't know where you are.. but if my love is true, Allah will bring you back into my life someday.. now its time for me to suffer ayesha.. and for you, I can spend this whole life just with your love … I love you.. more than anything..."

Shahmeer kept sitting over there…
holding her picture.. 
and night kept passing.. 
second after second..............